06-22-2006 01:27 PM
I actually dont remember why.. Maybe I was bored.. and well I found a list of side effects. The list had 18 side effects on it. And I have 14 out of the 18 side effects
But for people who do these at least once a week or every other week at large doses... Your probably sure to get them also...
behavior changes
- Like if someone pisses me off, I'll just hit them and walk away. (Without even thinking about it, I'll just walk in any direction). And Normally, I'd never hit anyone.. no matter how mad I am.
memory problems - Oh yes. The wonderful, memory gaps. Forgetting parts of your day,.
difficulty concentrating - Enough said... I just cant concentrate to hard.
confusion - I feel lost or like I dont know whats going on.
depression - I get sad even when I should be happy. I feel so negative all the time. (Hence I use pills to make me feel better).
seizures (convulsions) - I dont convulse.... but I twitch a lot. I twitch when I sleep. And my eyes get twitchy sometimes.
hallucinations - I remember I was laying on my bf's stomach once, and all of a sudden I looked at his face and he had 4 eyes. I thought this was amazing at the time. I thought it looked so real. (Well I should mention I had like no control of my eyes I think they kept going cross-eyed or something like that).
sleep problems increased nervousness, excitability, or irritability- I have the hardest time to get to sleep, I can go to bed at 3AM and then wake up at 6AM... I cant sleep for long.. And I have a hard time to even fall asleep. I get really irritated extremely easy, I constantly threaten my father that I am gonna throw something at him. Or I get pissed off if someone talks in the wrong tone.
involuntary movements of the body, including the eyes - Yea like my legs. I'll keep walking without a care in the world. Lol. Also my eyes, they like go cross-eyed all the time.
low blood pressure- Nope dont have this
unusual weakness or tiredness
- I feel weak constantly, probably from lack of sleep, which explains my constant tiredness.
skin rash or itching - Well I dont have this. I only do when I take Opiates... like any other person...
unusual bleeding or bruising - I'll wake up with Huge bruises on my legs or arms... I dont really understand why...
yellow skin or eyes- Nope. I dont think so at least..
sore throat - Dont get them constantly.
sores in the mouth or throat - Not usually.
fever and chills. - Constantly. I feel like my fingers will fall off.
06-20-2006 02:37 AM
Yea well all I can say is LAME. But this means I can smoke/pop pills while he is gone.. before he would get mad at me doing it... but now I can just do it and he wont even notice.. he isnt here! But there is a down side to all of this. No sex. Yea LAME as fuck. I dont believe in bang buddies. Cuz cheating isnt cool. God.. I'm rather lazy lately... at a woping 125lbs... yea.. I'm 5'3"... its an ok weight not my best... I need to tone up a bit tho... I've gotten a little flabby. Not fun. Yea I speed walked up hill for 15 minutes on my tredmill. I was gonna do my regular 160 crunches... but I decided not to its fucking hot out. Oh well
I'll write later when I have something interesting to talk about I guess.
Oh P.S. I am gonna try and get back into Cosplay. Yea I like Cosplay.
And I have a question... is it called cheating on your boy friend... if you do things with a girl, not a guy?
